I cannot forgive myself for not seeing my mother when she was sick in bed.
母亲病的时候我没能去看她,为这件事我永远不能原谅我自己。
I even went out at midnight with a torch and noted with satisfaction (and surprise) that the ants were still swarming around the sticky tape without being able to do anything about it.
半夜,我还拿着电筒来到花园里,满意地(同时惊奇地)发现那些蚂蚁还围着胶带团团转。无能为力。